To varying degrees, I’m attracted to all sorts of people, but I realized I am primarily, almost exclusively, attracted to men when I was eleven, and, by and large, attracted to a specific type of man--youthful, slim as apposed to muscular, not very hairy, more pretty than handsome, sweet and softhearted as apposed to what we think of as traditionally masculine. Soon it will be forty years since I noticed this about myself. I’ve experienced no fluidity. Time has gone by. I have matured. My body has aged. But I’m still basically the same person I was when I was young.
If I was a vampire and lived hundreds of years, I might notice some fluidity, but in the next twenty or thirty years, I don’t expect to see much.
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