Happy to be Alive

From the time I was able to understand my feelings for what they are at age 11 until now, I have been grateful for my feelings and attractions for my own sex. They have been a source of great joy and excitement. To look at a guy and suddenly feel lusty and randy... Boredom is gone in an instant. To long to be with a special friend... To watch a movie or read a story about two men in love and feel their sorrows, anxieties and happiness... It has always brought me closer to this world and made me happy to be alive.